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"Dream Green Eyelid Edith Szałek

"Go your own way
Because this is the whole meaning of existence
To be able to live without anesthesia

Without unnecessary failure
Thoughts bad

heroine of the novel" A Dream green eyes, "Edith Szałek, tried to do everything possible to live according to this thought. Greta, after leaving the hospital chose a lonely life away from the past. Getting on the train most wanted to forget about what happened. At the same time wanted to start all over again, not tying emotions to something. To do this, we need anesthesia. Locked herself in a shell, surrounded by not allowing a closer contact. An attractive, interesting woman could win any man. Partly for her romances were the only form of intimacy that does not hurt. Sex without emotional involvement, nothing more. The border, which separated itself from the people was to protect her, not so much what others.

Breaking the stereotype of the perfect housewife, she was a woman modern. Single girl who does what he wants and when he wants, without anyone to translate themes of his behavior. She did it all experiencing suffering and pain, which is where fate takes us to what is the meaning and content of our existence. Lifestyle that chose would be easier to implement, if not affection. Did not seek, or even avoid love, but ... One day a man appeared holding a way to open a shell, which closed with Greta.

can conjure up a happy ending sad events, can make no creature was lonely and was able to bury their child, even if it is a bird?

Greta escaped from reality into a fantasy world of film. Compared the life situations to film scenes and people and their behavior - the actors playing the roles assigned to them. After all, you can direct. Nothing has to be true, and life can be such, which will create them yourself. Recalling scenes from the movie "Artificial Intelligence" and "The Sixth Sense", and strengthen each other the people around her convinced that her life is about something more sublime. A normal distribution of seed hides a remarkable history. Like stealth and by chance, in the least expected moments, there is a figure of a boy. Without a doubt, between him and Greta is some vague relationship. As a reader, I received these fantasies Greta as a kind of subconscious desire for assimilation of the truth of his existence. The figure of the child is becoming increasingly clear, and the frequency of the heroine of his dreams on the rise. The result is that in the end the woman begins to look for in a response to question about the cause of internal pain. The doubts do not remain unnoticed. They resolved helps Joachim. It is like a guardian angel, but carries a painful, difficult to understand, but the only truth that can give you freedom.

Greta leads the internal struggle, she wonders what she should do. In his head he hears two voices. One of them belongs to a tired woman who is no longer directed forces to play a role. Finally, would like a taste of love again. Another voice insists that it was her misfortune to the whole is to blame. bad events are not stray dogs, each has its own master, you are the lady of one of them ... The second voice urges them to escape from reality, suggests that we should not try to change anything. But this is no longer a dream about a green crocodile, and Greta is aware of this fact.

The latest "Dream green eyes," says that this is a dreamy psychological novel. Certainly this is true. Already at the beginning of the book, we find the name amitriptyline - an antidepressant, exerting a calming effect and anxiolytics, which are taking heroine. With this knowledge, when reading we are aware of health problems Greta. Discovering the next pages the book is finding the answer to the question-what actually happened? We learn the truth only when it realizes both the sick. At peace and free of fear, thanks to medication forgot about what was causing her constant escape.

Applause for the author are to be daring plot structure. Edith Szałek, as it claims, besides the obvious willingness to forward thinking wants to write a book interesting, interesting for those people who were characterized by a certain sensibility. my opinion, without a doubt it succeeds, and the books that you publish are the best proof. Reading them, we know the talent and wisdom of the writer.

Sen green eyes could not last forever. He finished with the book that tells about him. But back to reality and must always be terrible and to proclaim the worst? Children may also have dreams of birds?

Title: The Dream of the Green Eyelid
author: Edith Szałek
publisher: Replica
release date: 2007
no issue: I
ISBN: 978-83-60383-31-5
number of pages: 235
category: fiction

note about the author:

Szałek Edith (b. 1974). Sociologist, writer, photographer. In 2005, won the competition for the Literary Journal "The Day after day" organized by the magazine "The Mirror". Over the next two years writes monthly columns for the "small town near the sea." Szałek debut book is a "dream green eyes" of 2006 (replica). Another book is a collection of short stories, "tenement-house" (Amea) from 2009

In early 2008, Edith Szałek went to Norway. Initially, because of the experience gained in Poland, worked as a commercial director in one of Norwegian companies. Then he decided to devote himself entirely to the three passions: sociology, pisarstwu and photography. The first of these implements bergeńskim working in the Emergency Centre for Women, which helps experienced traumatic children from countries around the world. The love for cinema and black-and-white photography is reflected in the company Sokrates'Workshop, which she founded a year ago with his life partner. And writing? At this time is always and everywhere - says Edith. - Most, however, at dawn, when the Norwegian fjords have stalled as cats, magpies scour the garbage cans, and the old clock strikes the hour early.

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